After my last post on Instagram and with all what’s been going on, I feel like I own this post. This season, I want to be open,  I want to share more than ever with you all & most of all- I want to be real…Fall hit me harsh this year. For those following me on my Insta stories, you will know that the ceiling suddenly collapsed in our rental apartment due to the construction work & we had to move suddenly. I mean, very suddenly. Two days after our trip to Iceland, all of our stuff was packed and stuffed into a van. We were out.

I felt great at first, I was excited about the new beginnings and well, I’ve always been a fan of new adventures. Yet this situation also left me thinking about my life a lot. Way too much, I’d say…

Don’ t get me wrong. I feel so grateful about the life I get to live every single day. My job is awesome, my fiancé is the most supportive dude on earth & I love my family + friends to bits. We are all healthy, doing well in our careers and it seems like that work/life balance is quite in order…

I know that, but that’s the hard part.

Why the heck, there are times I catch myself feeling depressed then? So depressed I just want to stay in bed all day and feel sorry for myself. Lately, I’ve been feeling like that A LOT & it’s been driving me mad.

This is so odd to me. You see, I used to be one of those confident girls & I still remember that feeling. It feels awesome.

Yet I somehow allowed myself to fall into this hole of sadness, constant dissatisfaction & regret. This is killing me and it has to stop. Starting today.

I did learn one of the greatest lessons recently tho, as soon as I read this quote I knew what I had to do:

“We don’t always choose what happens to us, but we can choose to see it as positive, to believe it is for the best, and to use it to grow”

Thus, instead of worrying, I took a step back and slowed down.

We’re now in the process of moving to one of the most peaceful places in Lithuania, it’s called Neringa and it’s one of my favourite spots on this earth, really.

I am so excited to spend as much time in nature as possible this winter. I want to create more, read more, blog more, explore more, appreciate others more. But most importantly, I want to feel great about who I am. I don’t want to change, I just want to find myself again.

Starting with this move and continuing with these 3 Life Changes, I know things will be good again. Sooner or later, but they will.

Here is to the new page in my life & I really hope you guys stick around!

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